the fat story.

salam

hey there!

When u go out, that have 2 type of person will get your attention.

1) those with pretty face.

2) those with 'weird' style/ physical. 

Last night, im was watched The biggest Losser Asia season 2 in the Viva Universal. Ada seorang peserta ini dengan berat 248 kg? OH MY. I just told myself, she need this more than others. Kalau dia tak buat sesuatu dengan berat dia itu, memang lah boleh membunuhkan.

The jury asked her, why she need this more than others. She said:

 i want to be normal like others.I want to change myself. not like this, ugly. i want to be normal like others. i want my father accept me the way i am. Be proud to be. ( dia cakap ala-ala macam nie. Tak da lah aku nak mengingat sebiji-biji dia cakap kan.)

She said it with tear. So im watching with tear too. Its quite sad. 

Lagi seoarng perserta masuk. Nama dia shakira. ( She dpt masuk BLAS2).

Dia cakap macam nie:in front of the mirror to say u're beautiful, quite hard.

By put some kilo on our body not only give me a curve, a butt, a boost but also unnecessary spare part: perut buncit, paha besar and yadda yadda yadda. The hard part is our fat are unhidden.  

I was gained about 10 kg in 2 month!. OHMY OH MY. ----> drag me out from my normal BMI scale. demn!. 

Tapi sebenarnya yang paling menyakitkan bila orang lain memandangkan kita seperti kita ini sudah membuat dosa besar, menjadi pembunuh kew apa apa kew. Cakap banyak kali, make fun with it. 

how can u call anyone ugly when God never set a standard for beauty?

Tapi yes dear, im also realize. Tuhan tak akan mengubah nasib seseorang jika kita tak mengubahnya kan. 

Ada rancangan macam ini memang sangat memberi insipirasi. Harap dapat turun banyak sebelum majlis konvo.

malah, saya pun dah buat berapa kiraan. 

lengan: 31 cm....(lengan gergasi kew ape)

Paha: 62cm..hmmmm

betis: 34cm...

perut: 90cm....huwaa huwaa huwaa..

leher: 35cm....no comment.

I promise to myself, will more discipline and determent for this time.